Cortney, 21, NY, f.

Looking for a place away from people I know.

I beat anorexia, and now I'm sick and mentally tired/worn out again. Three years, 80 extra pounds later, I'm rolling back to anorexia tendencies and purging.

Not pro and sorry I'm triggering.

Everyday is a war in my head, negative vs logical.


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Priorities

connie-awanderingsoul:

Your physical and mental wellbeing should be your number one priority. Having a healthy body and mind will make the rest of your goals in life much more obtainable. You need a strong foundation to build your castle on. 

This is so true. I am stepping back from my eating disorder. I am in the process of recovery.

(Source: connie-awanderingsoul)

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12 months ago

Difference Between Stress and Anxiety

innerhealthwellness:

Although the terms “stress” and “anxiety” are typically used interchangeably in everyday conversation, there is a difference. Stress, unlike anxiety, is a response to daily pressures. These pressures, in turn, cause adrenaline to be released, which then can lead to depression, raised blood pressure and other negative health side-effects.

http://www.psyweb.com/articles/anxiety/difference-between-stress-and-anxiety

(via mentalhealthresource)

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12 months ago
dependent;insecure; sweet; mental


diencastillon:

Elegant
Witty
Passionate
Sweet
Everyone’s a poor judge of himself so I can’t really say for sure if the words do describe me. What do you think? Try this too!

dependent;insecure; sweet; mental

diencastillon:

  • Elegant
  • Witty
  • Passionate
  • Sweet

Everyone’s a poor judge of himself so I can’t really say for sure if the words do describe me. What do you think? Try this too!

(via stopxgo-deactivated20120825)

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12 months ago
Me: probably not healthy to starve all day….maybe I should eat som…..

Ana: are u kidding me? You just lost weight and finally didn’t stuff Ur fat chubby face. And u are starting to think its not healthy and want to eat now. NO U AREN’T ALLOWED. Don’t disobey me or you’ll be an even bigger fat cow.

MIA: or u can eat and purge.

Ana: stfu. No she doesn’t eat.

Me: ok I won’t.

(fuck my life)

Me: probably not healthy to starve all day….maybe I should eat som…..

Ana: are u kidding me? You just lost weight and finally didn’t stuff Ur fat chubby face. And u are starting to think its not healthy and want to eat now. NO U AREN’T ALLOWED. Don’t disobey me or you’ll be an even bigger fat cow.

MIA: or u can eat and purge.

Ana: stfu. No she doesn’t eat.

Me: ok I won’t.

(fuck my life)

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1 year ago

graveyardheart:

things are slowly going down hill again. food is getting hard again. weight slowly going down again. terrified of food again. not wanting to look like a woman again. not happy again. anxiety again. panic again. confusion again. fear again.

Me too :( I hope u feel better

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1 year ago